maroon

2007-10-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder.

Is it be better if i didnt exist? Is it because of me that the wall got its way between u two? Is it me who spoilt u two's friendship?

Perhaps i shldnt have come by at all..
It's better if u don't know me anyway.

I hate to spoil others' relations.

Well. Just pretend that.
that i didnt exist...
that u didnt know me.

u two's lives would be back to normal i guess, i hope. Promise me that there'll be no more unnecessary conflicts btwn u all.

one day u'll come to realise, that the one u truly care for, is her, and her alone.

&one day she'll come to realise, that the one she truly yearn for, is u, and u alone. (;

nvm.

2007-10-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

Lol nice song to blast eh? :D

Exam's finally overrrrr! Haha. But eeeh dont really feel anything special. Gah cid oral presentation on tue or smth. Zzzz T.T

Went to watch Balls Of Fury @ jec with wanting and suyu lol. Hilarious hahaha.

... erm imba picture.

Quiz extracted frm zhiying's blog, haha nth better to do.

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend’s house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other’s house, short or long?

Short one lo, duh. Eager! haha.

2. On the way you see 2 rose bushes, One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend, of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combination of the two)

1 white 19 red? Lol the white one is himmm! Lol lol extraordinary ma.

3. You finally get to the house. A family member answers the doors. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get him/her yourself. Which do you do?

Myself lor.

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend’s room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

Aye, on the bed.

5. Later, it’s time for bed, You and your boy/girlfriend go to sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it’s time to wake up you go in his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, is he/she awake or asleep?

Hmmmm. Asleep zzzzzzzzzzz lol.

6. Now it’s time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain road or the longer, more interesting road?

Long. Lingerrrr around ma lol.

The Explanations.

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. If you take the short road, you fall in love quickly and easily. If you take the long road, you take your time and do not fall in love as easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. For example, if you chose 18 red and 2 white, you give 90 and expect 10 return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. If you asked the family member to get your significant other, then you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves. If you went to get them yourself, then you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend. Placing them on the bed means you like to see them a lot, while placing them on the windowsill means that you are alright with not seeing them as much.

5. This representative of your attitude towards their personality. If you find him/her asleep, you love your boy/girlfriend the way he/she is. If you find him/her awake, you expect him/her to change for you.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. If you chose the short road, you fall out of love easily. If you chose the longer one, you will tend to stay in love for a long time.

Woh, IMBA! o.o

2007-09-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

WHO THE HELL CAME UP WITH THE RUMOURS?! ..Makes my life difficult leh zzz.

2007-09-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

Urh. Very long since i've updated ^^

Cid's so bugging me :/ Gotto use com everyday. Wtf D: But nvm! Can use the chance to chat huh?

Okay, done. ^^

2007-08-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Everyone! Go watchhhhhhhh Secret! :D i watched it twice alrdy! Once with 2i and the second time was with Wanting and Yousheng.

Drawn two similar conclusions from the two diff cinemas. Initially, ppl will be laughing like whatever, when it comes to the climax, all would keep silent. Lol.

Honestly, at the front part of the movie, i thought, like ohgod its another boring love story, but its has an unexpected twist eventually :/ Yanpeng cried like hell man. Wanting wept too lol. &, yeah la me too.

Just, grrrr. Go watch it!

Psst. Don't watch it on youtube. Its your loss if you do so. Cos firstly it isnt right doing that, &Secondly, the quality of the movie on youtube sucks.

Lol! Go Zhangyu's space for 3g class outing photos! 264 of them! Like, holyshit!

http://paleshadowsong.spaces.live.com/

2007-08-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

It turned out that i didnt get a sore throat afterall. ):

Ndp today! :D Aint supposed to, but wanted to burst out laughing while marching, for don't know what reason. Could only maintain that spastic look on the face. Rvians behind us was smirking when the song My People My Home was played D: Was it that funny? All of us were trying our best to sing it out loud okay? :/

Had cup noodles, slurpy, donuts &some other things as lunch at Seven Eleven. Hmm, sounds pretty pathetic huh? I'm contented alr :D

Do you like slurpy? Go Vivo City Seven-Eleven on Wednesdays! Buy one get one free. Hahaha such a cheepo :D :D

2007-08-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

This place's rotting like hell. Don't feel like blogging anymore. What's so interesting to blog about?

Piaing my Geog Ppt right now. Sucks big time D: Eyes tired from straining. Okay fine. I didn't strain, they're just painful.

Ate a huge chunk of chocolate just now. Any chance, i wonder, if i'm gna get sore throat tmrw.

2007-07-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

&Its not easy to be me.

NDP rehearsal. Its slack you know, to just sit in LT4 and look at the video. &The people in the video were like, dressed up until damn funny can? Lol.

Ncc and Sjab's bangs were of different timing. They were faster, we were slower. Not quite anyone's fault though.

Nothing to post i guess D:

Hmm oh yes! We officially took over on Tuesday! Hahaha. Today everyone's like so happy that the Sjab room is ours alr :D

Some time ago Wanting &me were like saying wna clear it up, rearrange the positions of the nursing bed, cupboard, table etc, to make more space. Haha, provided we have the time yeah? Should can la hor (:

Oic YeeShuang &Csm NingYi. Congrats to both! [: ♥

2007-07-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

"To serve, to strive and not to yield."
Outward Bound Singapore.
16 -20 july 2007

♥

&Don't you wish your Arm was Strong like us.

Ying, everyone else feels the same. I miss obs! D: I miss Armstrong, the 16 of us. Din &Mr yeo too! Yeah, i just miss every single littlest thing that happened during the camp.

Zhiyi Grace Jiamin Yushan Madeline Yingying Jean Tzeteng Yeejin Guofeng Jianqin Yuhui Yuyao Bingwei Samuel.

"Are we there yet?"
"Eh! My joker!"

D:

Here are Zhiyi and Ying's blogs.

"Its always more fun to share with everyone."
- Remember? The song that Abidin taught us. [:

Gdbye Din! ):
We'll be missing you like shit.

2007-07-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

Under my umbrella.

Havent been updating for quite long for goodness sake. But the thing is, i've got nthg to update! D:

Fcked up la. Late for two times in a week O: including today, friday the thirteenth.

Fruitless attempt D:
Tday me &wanting went to somewhr near sjab hq to help secones change boots. Their boots aint hollow heels. Okay, only one secone, meaning, we brought along one pair of boots only D: Cos the other boots were alr given to the uncle on tuesday. End up like whatever. The uncle said that he only sold us 19 boots but we're giving him 20 over to change heels. &Thrfore he thinks we're cheating on him D: Ohwell. So took the boots back lor.

2007-07-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

For goodness sake, someone save me. The thing is, I've been staring at the screen for one plus hour and i cant seem to get any shit out of my brain. Just what's up with this Preliminary Idea thing? D: Gah.

Tmrw's PT. Wonder what we are gna do to the juniors :D Jeez, sounds cruel. Saturday's NDP preview. Sunday's Nat comp! Like, ohmygod. Jiayou.

2007-07-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

Urhhh haha! Sipei you're funny yeah? That's kinda lame. Its not as if im like nuts over Xiangni or smth? Lol. Btw, when's NDP preview?

Sore throat's gone fast! Haha. Maybe its cos yesterday drank some two litres of water? Okay, not that much.

I've been playing Pokemon Blue on hp these few days. Alright it sounds super naive &gay okay? But, whatever. Notwithstanding the black &white graphics, it's really fun! :D Haha. At least it doesn't lag like Pokemon Silver or Gold D': Though i'm still lvl 35 ):

& &! My computer has Visual Gameboy too! Haha, Shaun sent me. Yay! o.o Do i sound noob right now? So its a yes. Uh, nevermind.

Its so darn right. Two thousand &seven equates year of omen )': Though they're not really related to me. RestInPeace.

Trust me, time will heal.

2007-06-30T12:46:00.000+08:00

I've tried my best alr. What about you? )': Uhhh omfg this is emo. Don't wna continue anymr. Hmm. Btw, sounds like William Hung huh? Okay shush, no insults D:

Anyway, ystd was Ncc Day. &I sas pretty surprised why they didnt have march-past. Seriously, during the Sjab rehearsals, we were like, urh not in a good condition shall i say? Haha. But on actual day it was reeeally nice okay? Does full uniform make such a big difference? :D

Ng Yuhui's very pissed about someone. Was complaining nonstop, the day bfr ystd. Zzz cheer up man.

Uh and, Happy Birthday Xiangni! Lol! Though aint even sure if you'll read this.

Yay Monday's youth day. Cross my fingers &, well, wish that i'll not be stuck at home like now. Yeah, like super bored and lazy? And with sore throat damn it. ):

Khinyin, its not complicated at all. Its you noob alright? Lol.

Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end.

2007-06-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

Happy bday! Haha :D

Today had sgyy test. Wasnt okay. Had like, some blanks? But thnks wanting for telling me the last qn! :P

Just another day. Nothing special. But i realised, being guai isnt bad afterall. as in, studious. [: Lol doesnt sound like me huh?

2007-06-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

Schl's starting tmr! Omg. Havent packed bag yet. I dont wna go t schl! D: Oh sheesh. Sound like a kid.

Done all hmwk. Finally :D Phew. Hmm fine, except for ss. Did them all by myself yknow! No copying lehhh. Im so proud of myself. Hahaha! Okay some i dunoe how to do. Well at least i did attempt.

:P Shall see all of you tmr in school!

2007-06-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

Had Sjab Day rehearsal today. Actually it was supposed to be hand over day as well, but its shifted to erm 11th or 19th july, if my ears had no problem. [:

Erm had warm up first? &My arms, felt like as if they could fall apart alr. Yeah and the rehearsal starts. Kept repeating the pledge &people were like staring and staring. Lmao just what's so amusing.

The sun was really, what do you call that, scorching hot la. You could ask my boots cos it could feel the same way too! :D haha.

&Uh, this stupid fly or whatever, kept bugging my legs. Damn it.

Went with wanting to vivo aftwards. Had, well, longjohn, cos she said she wna eat that. Wtf i think we're really noob loh. Trying to find ljs and stuffs. lol. Darn noob. D:

Bought present for JiaHui &Wanting's sis. And jolly shady? Rofl. Wanting insisted that her face was red. [ Actually, the latter's face wasn't really red cos jolly shady only contains so little alcohol? Haha.] &She said that if her mum were to ask her why, she would say its prolly sunburnt, which is quite true for me now? Haha.

Ouch sipei, Thanks for that smack, &i feel ever so awake now. Okay, i've updated. [:

2007-06-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Gosh i missed the 6-5 gathering. Ohhhhh man! They must have had loads of fun ): Lol too bad for me. Was searching for presents with wanting.

Ah nothing to post. So bored without you D:

2007-06-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah back (: Urh, actually earlier on 3june midnight.

HongKong was fun. :D Disneyland was cute. &Boating trip was awesome. Got pretty sun tanned on the back and arms, However not face, o.o weirdly. Don't feel like elaborating anymore D: Wanted to upload some pictures but, Uh too lazy :D Not an avid blogger alrdy lol.

I really don't like people telling me white lies, but im the one doing it. Well, at least it relieves your pain. &Its definitely better for all of us (:

2007-05-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

Days have passed. &The euphoria has evaporated into the humid, saturated air.

Recently there hasn't been a lot of homework. But i've alrdy noticed the amount of HolidayHomework that the teachers have given us.

Today YongChang chionged the RayMan game, &it was when i realised, that this game could be so fun. [: Im like, so gonna play it on my hp.

Uhh. Nothing much to post? 31st May's trip to HongKong. Haha yay Disneyland here i come! I sound erm super naive. Whatever, I'm gay :D

2007-05-23T16:04:00.000+08:00

Today's like so cool [:

The Family Eat-Together Day thing? :D Zhiying and peeps ordered CANADIAN pizza. Lmao. And MrGan "rewarded" us each an ice-cream. Yeah he rock! :D

Aft that everyone like went back, except for me beryl and victor's gang. We played the game involving guessing of numbers. Who got the number would do a forfeit. I like, tio for two times? Had to drink coke. Lots of coke. When we're alrdy bloated aft eating fruit, pizza &ice-cream. Esp Siyu. Aww.

But twas fun :D &MrTeo damn Cute la can! Hahaha. Plusplus! Beryl sorta spilled the coke on everyone. She shook the bottle hoping to create more bubbles, but when she uncapped it, liquid came gushing out. It was when siyu came to help trying to cover the gap. When everything ended, you could see a whole pool of coke on the table. MrTeo said our forfeit was to lick the coke on the table. O: everyone was like ohmygodddd.

By the way, from today onwards The pupils having ip wont be given report book. But rather, report file o.o Quite cool la alright?

The name cards were given out too :D Too rad. We even tried to play cards game using those things?

Uh anyway, my percentile is like only, 61%? Fuck it ):

2007-05-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

I once pictured you as a great teacher. But on second thought, My, you're just a FuglyMonster; Trying to absorb every child's braincells, making them obey you. And, uh once in a while, going Nuts. D:

Today Gamelan class watched a video. Saw George Bush playing sarong o.O Guess what? Ms tiu told us that its the same sarong that we played. Oh thats like pretty nice! :D

Phonetics is rad. Lol. Where you cant pronounce calm as cum :D Hell im a sicko O:

Girl, ive got something to say (: Go ahead, reach out for your love. It doesnt matter who else likes that dude.

♥

Lmao i shoulda known long time ago, This song is all the while dedicated to me :D

2007-05-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

&It finally flew away.

I knew it. I knew exactly that you're gonna write that. Yeah yeah yeah. My wrong my wrong. Go figure it out yrself about yr own question.

Oh by the way, If you do come here again, It was merely cos my FRIEND complained abt you. Not cos i was just targeting my anger towards you.

Uh haha? I thought it was a Goodbye long time ago brother? Yeah cool. No regret. No nothing gotto do with you alr. Back to zero. (: &Frm next post onwards, yeah, nothing of you.

Oh god life's a bore. No aims. Just have to live it to the fullest right now. Perk me up someone D:

&to Eileen! Happy Cam-pain-ing! :D

2007-05-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

Lets forget the past and move on. Yeah nobody wanted it that way. Sorry my friend (:

Btw,
You, look here.

Dont take pleasure by making things difficult for people when they aint doing anything wrong. On a second note, I dont think you care if ppl hate you or not since you dont really care what people think of you.

Hello? But do think of it for yourself. People can gladly ignore yr words but sure, its gonna affect you someday. Whatever, just dont regret it.

2007-05-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

Fuck.

Its always like that. I know friends wont want me to be sad because of those stuffs. But no. I'd rather people tell me the truth than telling white lies to make me feel better. Seriously it just makes me feel worse.

Oh hell. As for you, i've got nth better to say. You weren't what i thought you were. I just fucking thought i was special or smth. Yeah so fucking stupid to think that way.

&In the end, I'm just some shit. And you've got pretty loads of shit everywhere. Does that make you pissed? Aw too bad yeah? Cos that's the truth. Dont bother explaining and complaining to others cos you know the whole truth better yourself.

Even if you don't realise it, people say about it. But you dont seem to give a damn. No, you really dont give a single shit to what people say about you. Don't care to make a change. You expect people to change for you. Yeah for YOU. And if they dont, you fucking menace them.

Hate me, sucker. Yeah i'm a bitch so what? What about you? Oh sorry! You're worse than me, motherfucker.

2007-05-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

Results are out, except for physics. I didnt fail any subjects yet. But neither did i do well. Better luck next time. No, Better study harder next time.

Physics bound to fail. But what's over's alr over. What else can i do? Cry over my bullshit results? D:

2007-05-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

Went JP library did cip. Wah now i know how a librarian feels like. Wtf damn tired after only three hours of shelving. )': Somemore ytd sjab got pt. I'm tired.

Some more photos on Flickr, but i would only like to emphasize on this.

Do you see the words there? &Its pointing towards that part D: Its kids' book yknow? What the hell la.

2007-05-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

Went newater learning journey, which uh i think i went in p5? Hahas, saw collette's face in the show agn! :D uploaded on flickr. And i found one random pic quite erm scary. Beryl said it brings bad luck so better delete it! lol.

Injection for obs today. At first its not pain. Now its aching. I guess its revenge time! Cos, uh of wht i said abt kahsing in my prev post or smth? Lol! Annonymous is you la right! Double post some more. Im speaking the truth only (;

2007-05-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

Midyrs finally ended. But mugging hasnt officially ended yet. Rahh.

Today went jec with sipei. Hahas talk cock. Saw kahsing o.o His hair damn funny can? sipei say like, wht, rooster :D Hahas come to think abt it, yeah. lol!

Communicating on msn with chinese is, lame. And slow! D:

Wtf? so many people tagged!

2007-05-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

All i wanted was three of us to be frank and more truthful to each other. ):

2007-05-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

How does it feel to know you've taken someone's smile?

Yay sipei did my quiz wee! Hahaha. Few more tests left! Jiayouuuu everyone yeah? :D

2007-05-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

Me and you,
Setting in a honeymoon.
If i woke up next to you,
If i woke up next to you.

From deviantart. Yeah, so perfect when someone smiles.

Omfg :O What on earth does victor mean? Or is it victor? o.o Queen Victoria, prolly?

This is crazy! D: lol.

Anyw talking abt physics, im really gna flunk it ): I mean the last few pgs were like, confusing me? &i like totally didnt do the last 2 pages? Rahh. i seriously need a tuitor i.i

It doesn't matter what people say,
And it doesn't matter how long it takes,
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high,
And it only matters how true you are,
Be true to yourself and follow your heart.

(:

2007-04-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

Me neither D': Yeah you're right. I dont know what the fucking wrong is with me. Nvm about me. Im just some ignorant bitch in reality. Sorry tht i aint perfect, tht i express my feelings too harshyly on you sometimes ): From today onwards, I'll try to be more understanding okay?

2007-04-28T12:07:00.000+08:00

Ytd went vivo with beryl &ltt! :D :D :D Haha! Gossiped like nuts. Anyw it was mainly on two people la. And erms hw we can change them or smthn? Aint gna say who! Ltr they come chop off our heads. D:

Academic isnt everything [: Outcasted for now or forever? Girl, its yr choice t listen or not.

2007-04-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

Haha yeah fine. I'll have a PROPER blog then. Yet, people. Im not consistent in keeping a blog. I'll feel like writing alot of stuffs at times, But! Later on wna delete all of them off. D:

Eyyyy. Anyw, Midyr's coming! So yeah everyone must jiayou okay? (: